October 12, 2010

Time flies

Good day/Bad day?: Not bad

Had a full day at work today and it went okay-- feeling like things are falling into place for new trainings next week, so that's good.

I do feel better today, but I sure fade in the evening. I wish I could figure this out and give equally in all areas of my life. What do you skimp on? I already feel like I'm skimping on friends & family, on properly expressing my gratitude for all the outpouring of time, gifts, bakery, etc., on just thinking time. That, and I'm always going to feel like I should be doing more at home with Ben & Olive. Don't mind me, I'm just feelilng a little hard on myself tonight. We'll leave it at that.


Kathy said...

Blood tired isn't controllable...the body knows what it can do and generally doesn't wait for us to decide to listen to it. Just be careful not to wait till the last moment of exhaustion, giving Ben and Olive the opportunity to magic marker mustaches or add odd clothing when you doze off to document for later internet posting! MIL knows about these things.

Ben said...

If she falls asleep with her shoes on, she's fair game!

merry said...

Kathy is sooo right on the mark.Your body is working very hard to heal and you need to listen to what it's saying.Just know it for what it is,shut your office door and take a nap,and stop worrying about short-changing anyone!I know, easier said than done,but you'll get through this much sooner if you take care of YOU and let someone else take care of the others.Speaking somewhat from experience!Love you.