tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177820351171089762.post4427043507617025423..comments2023-04-10T06:23:54.740-05:00Comments on ...on the cusp...: ReliefJenhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01516378732145582833noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5177820351171089762.post-24132138746175443942016-03-04T09:08:06.036-06:002016-03-04T09:08:06.036-06:00First of all, ANY surgery is scary, even without t...First of all, ANY surgery is scary, even without the whole living into an old age thing. Add to that, all that you've been through in your lifetime already, and you have permission to feel apprehensive. Who knows what was going on with your eyes. Strange! But you got it checked out and all is OK. I have learned that once a person has cancer, whatever kind, every new pain or twitch or abnormalty becomes a reccurance in our heads! Every time I have a dull ache in my back or a sharper stab in my right breast or a spot of blood from you-know-where, the first thing I think is "The cancer is back!" I have a colonoscopy in June and already I'm certain the doc is going to find something! It's the nature of the beast, especially the beast that has already had to deal with Mr. CA. And that is when I remember that I'm not the one in charge. Have faith that you are doing what you need to do to be there for Olive and your new love. Have faith in your doctors and nurses. And have faith in your higher being. Go ahead and be scared and apprehensive, but know that you are a gift and you are loved by more people than you know, and all of us are praying for you. Unfortunately I won't be around to see you in your 80s and 90s!! I love you, Ms.Jen.merryhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15904762440378337600noreply@blogger.com